Kaye Kidd Winfrey Obituary

November 11, 2024

Roguewindow 758 wrote a comment

“But before her passing she made the world go round. To me she was the color and ever since she left everything has been grey to me. At the time I didn’t realize how unfathomably nice she was to me. I thought everyone was as sweet as her but I was farther from the truth than I ever have been in my entire life. She changed my perspective on love and loyalty. Her very existence is the reason I’m sane. She threw slipping slide water ballon fights bday parties for me.”

November 11, 2024

Roguewindow 758 wrote a comment

“She wouldn’t mad when I woke her up at 3am to ask her to cook me chiken nuggets. She would sing a song she made up called “The chiken nugget song” and would make it different every time to entertain me. She would never yell at me. She would even play video games with me. She would sit in a bean bag chair next to me just because she knew I loved it even tho it was hurting her to get back up and I didn’t truly know.”

November 11, 2024

Roguewindow 758 wrote a comment

“When we used to be in saint Louis every single time she would always either have the car trunk or the drawer in the hotel filled with toys. She was also was a nurse which means she didn’t only want to help family she wanted to help others too. She gave me the best childhood years I could have ever asked for. And I wish I could go back in time and tell her how I truly felt inside but I had not yet learn how to express myself.”

November 11, 2024

Roguewindow 758 wrote a comment

“She made me feel special and protected me from all the cruel parts of the world making me feel safe. She would cuddle me to sleep scratching my back as all my worries drifted away. She spoiled me rotten but in the process also taught me how valuable it was. Her laugh when I listen to recordings makes me cry. When I heard the news of her passing it felt abnormally normal like it was her time and was meant to happen. But as time went on, years pass, colors started fading in my world.”

November 11, 2024

Roguewindow 758 wrote a comment

“I got baptized and saved and try my best to pray every single day for help guidance and healing. However I don’t think god is ignoring me I think god is trying to show me that I can find peace in suffering and trust in his word. Nevertheless her voice lingers in my head. Like the nostalgic memories of staring at the first game she got me for 11 hours waiting for it to install. Similar to that feeling I got when I decided to help her bring the groceries in for the first time.”

November 11, 2024

Roguewindow 758 wrote a comment

“Nothing will come close to the love she gave me. The truth is I’m afraid. I’m 17 years old and I admit I feel afraid. I feel pure evil floating in my head and the thoughts I think aren’t safe and I’m not in a safe head space but nothing will stop me from doing my best to beat that evil. I think I’m winning but it’s like I need her voice for just 2 more minutes and I could win in the snap of my fingers. I do enjoy bringing happiness to others no matter how much hate I get in return.”

November 11, 2024

Roguewindow 758 wrote a comment

“I wish she was still here so I could show her all I’ve done. You know the first time she played gta with me she flew a plane and clipped a wing off but continued to fly it for at least 10-30 seconds which impressed me so much. It’s the little things that matter most, people call them imperfections but that’s the good stuff. All the imperfections are what make core memories they are what make humans human. The memories made I could go on all day about them.”

November 11, 2024

Roguewindow 758 wrote a comment

“Like when she had to go to town and left a recipe on how to warm up the taco meat she made so well and she accidentally wrote warm it up for 10 minutes instead of the intended 10 seconds and me being a kid I had no clue. After the 8 min mark I noticed that microwaves aren’t supposed to be smoking and opened the door to see the plastic container melted and the inside of the microwave chared. Some may say those are the bad memories but that’s the good memories to me.”

November 11, 2024

Roguewindow 758 wrote a comment

“She made the nights feel peaceful. She could make chaos look like flowers. She could be on her death bed seconds away and still comfort you. I don’t have one memory from her I dislike. She’s someone I look up to highly along with my best friend Dustin. Man she would love that dude. He’s easily the most talented and admirable man I know of. I wish she could have at least met him. Maybe I’ll find her one day. Who knows maybe ghosts are real lol. But one thing I have found is perfect Love from her.”

November 11, 2024

Roguewindow 758 wrote a comment

“I really wish I could show her that I managed to make two websites which is something she always wanted to do. I also wish I could tell her I managed to become a small music artist. Even though the songs are terrible I know she would make me feel like they weren’t. That’s the type of stuff that eats at me. The wishing she was still here so I can show her all my progress and so that I can feel special again. I miss her.”