Gregory Arthur Payson Obituary

October 27, 2022

Shawnah Kellson wrote a sympathy message

“MissN You like the leafs and grammabelle miss domi Dad .”

December 31, 2017

Neaca keller wrote a sympathy message

“I wonder if you can hear me , I try so hard to be the strong one but you already know how that goes Dad . I love you and I should have pushed you harder to talk to me I should have made an effort more consistently and for that I'm more sorry than you can imagine you needed us and we weren't there and I promise somehow I will make it up to you I don't know how but I know you'll show me because every night I light this candle and pray for your guidance I can't say what I'd say to you how we'd talk in our ways on this page dad but God I know the neighbour's hear me talking to you I'm angry but I'm not angry at you I'm angry at me and I'm just . So sorry. I want to hug grandma so bad and I can't because of mom and it's literally eating me alive dad I need you to show me how to help not only myself but help them as well I know you have a message your trying to show us and I just don't know how to hear you out with all this clutter n drama going on I know you do the same and step back to clear your head so I'm here I'm trying clear my mind and tell you I'm stuck nudge me in the right direction please because all these years just having your wisdom to go on was enough knowing you were there now that the reality has set in my minds been clouded I'm angry I'm seconded guessing what I've always known and forgetting things because I'm trying pretend this isn't real I'm battling my own damn self and saying just breathe kid ain't workin anymore dad just play our song and talk to me please I miss the hell out of you old man”

December 18, 2017

Neaca Marie wrote a sympathy message

“I miss you.... beyond the words I never got a chance to say.... Dad I'm so sorry.I Love Youforever and always Neaca Marie * Live To Ride * Ride To Live * you taught me everything from my abc's to aceing my drivers license you were not my 'step' dad you were my ONLY Dad and you didn't have to be you wanted to be and for that I carry on with your words of wisdom every day I struggle to find the strength I find it in memories of you knowing someway somehow this is another one of your hard lessons and I'll learn from it in due time but right now it just hurts and I hope you can hear me or feel me when I'm shouting out to you I'm sorry I didn't try harder you taught me better than that and I won't let you down .”